in my last journal i was a bit of a smartass by saying i might be dead soon.
a couple days ago i went to the er, got dizzy, couldnt keep food down, total vertigo any time i turned my head.
got an mri dun
have a rather large tumor at the top of my spinal column, seems that its totally entwined with the brain stem.
decided not to do anything about it. got some killer drugs tho. if they operated id have a huge chance of being a vegetable. and i hate the thought of finding a friend to change a colostomy bag for me.
so, i'll let it run its course, they say it wont be long...maybe a week, maybe a month...
anyway, i have lived...and now i'l